bit of black and white

Go deeper than love, for the soul has greater depths,
love is like the grass, but the heart is deep wild rock
molten, yet dense and permanent.

Go down to your deep old heart, woman, and lose sight of yourself.
And lose sight of me, the me whom you turbulently loved.

Let us lose sight of ourselves, and break the mirrors.
For the fierce curve of our lives is moving again to the depths
out of sight, in the deep dark living heart.

…I do not want a woman whom age cannot wither.
She is a made-up lie, a dyed immortelle
of infinite staleness.

From ‘Know Deeply, Know Thyself More Deeply’ by DH Lawrence




her turn


cheeky smile
sparkly eyes
messy hair

I’ve seen it before

interlaced fingers
gentle hand strokes
nuzzling neck

I’ve felt it before

holding hands
touching hair
sweet kisses

I’ve been there before

soft whispers
breath in the ear
special music 

I’ve had that before

not so long ago
he made me love him
with the same little tricks

not so long ago
he had eyes
for me only

not so long ago
he held me
like it’s the end of the world

not so long ago
his scent on my skin
in the morning

and his words:
I love you so much
so much

not anymore



there is something about b&w photos that speaks to me when I was a kid that was the only way, b&w tv, b&w photos

maybe it’s nostalgia?


hair mischaps

inspired by Jenn I will show you few of my worst hair nightmares 😉
and let me tell you these are GOOD pictures of those disasters…
I mean, nice looking pictures, selected ones
so imagine what it must have looked like in real life…


so first: traffick cone ( yep, I was glowing in the dark)


black as the night


black and of course I cut it myself!


and yes: black and short and I cut it myself AGAIN! :/




red lipstick

I like



sorting out my wardrobe
I have too many clothes!
some will go to charity
some to friends
some for recycling
changing my colour palette
other than little black (few) dress and couple of black or grey items (and those will probably go in second sorting) I’m getting rid of all dark and grey stuff
also giving away all my jeans but two pairs to keep and see if I feel like wearing jeans ever again
anything that’s broken/too big/much too small has to go
been at it for half a day now
taking wee break now with a lovely red wine
what are you up to?

Joanna wants some too but this is not for babies :p



mirror mirror on the wall

who’s the silliest of them all