how did we get here?
how from being so close, holding each other like there is no tomorrow, feeling deeply we got to this glass wall between us
how did it happen?
I can see you but I can’t feel you
you can see me but only some forgotten gods know what you feel or think
where once was heat between us, there is just chilly night now
where once was wild passion between us, there is not even mild friendly interest now
where once was love (or was it? did I imagine it all?) there is Nothing now
Nothing eating up Fantasia
and I have no Falcor to bring me luck
luckily Gmork is gone too..
disappointment, sadness, regret
when I start to love, I just keep loving and it’s hard for me to get over the fact that people just stop, that they don’t care anymore, they’re gone and we’re strangers again, even further apart than before
but this is how it is
so I leave this Love behind
it was important
it was intense and beautiful
it was sweet and strong like coffee with honey
it’s asleep now because the man I loved is not there anymore, just some stranger
cute and sweet one, all right
but just another stranger
all that feeling: I’ve known you forever, I can be fully myself with you, I can rest beside you, I’m turned on just by looking at you- all that is gone
what is left?
gratitude mixed with regret ( The Civil Wars – The One That Got Away )
deep disappointment… with myself mostly
you are just yourself, you told me and showed me more than once exactly who you are
I just didn’t want to see and believe
now I do
I’m glad “we” happened
I’m glad “we” are over
my love is and will be there
maybe one day it will grow and bloom again
does it even matter?